I feel old looking at this stuff, these old works. I'll load some of my new artwork up soon, probably today or tomorrow if I get around to it.

I'm drowning myself in my work right now to keep my mind off other things. Started martial arts.

My fiance left me, cheated on me. Such is the truth of a kid who's pretending to be more mature and adult than he really was. I was stupid to have believed the act.

Better now, for the most part. I have friends now, unlike when I was with him. I'm stronger for the pain I went through. And now I'm happier.

I guess I should come back and hang out some...

Let me get you all up to date. I have a new boyfriend, we've been going out for about 6 months. His name is Brandon and he is the most wonderful man I have ever met in my entire life, the only person at all who I've never been afraid to show even the tiniest part of myself from. He is amazing.
*Be jealous Samurai Champloo fans - he looks like a real life version of Mugen *

I learned to drive a manuel car, and I hope to be getting my own car soon. Bought a new computer - its pretty awsome. Got used to college life, I'm happy here, even though it sucks being away from Brandon all week - he comes up to visit at least once a week usually, and I always come home for weekends.

My roommate is a stupid pothead who smokes weed in the dorm and gets caught. She's also gotten caught with alchohol (she's underage). And she watches the stupidest T.V. shows ever. Who in the hell wants to watch "Paris Hilton's BFF"? Like I give a crap who backstabs the most people and wins out in the popularity contest in the end to pretend to be the friend of a whore whose parents own a hotel chain!? So thats a downer...

Every day is brighter. I've found the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. I have a decent part-time job, and my studies are going well. I have many new drawings, but no scanner to load them. I'll work on that.

Brandon and I are planning on getting a house/appartment of our own by next year. Cant wait.

Life is good.

I'm tired. I'm scared I'm going to lose my best friend, again. That he'll lie to me again. Or worse, that he'll just leave and forget about me. It's a little lonely in college. I miss the few friends I had back home.
But I like it here. I love the mountains. And I love my friend, the only one that I've made, but the best by far that I've ever come across. I'll miss him if he leaves again. And I think I might cry and sortof withdraw into my room and let the world pass by in a blur of classes and video games. I'm scared cause I dont want to end up like that, but I know it will happen. I can only hope. I love my friend, even if he doesn't know it or want to know it.
I'll start posting again - I have no scanner, but once I go home I'll scan all my newer art and share it with you guys. Sorry I've been so out of touch here.
Miss endless carefree hours talking with Dave. At least he never hurt me so.

Please leave comments if you feel like it. They are appreciated.
-Eryn

Mmm. ^^ Weirdness. Life is strange ya? Not in relationship right now. But talking to... none other than my guild leader on WoW. >< Talk about strange. Just weird coincidence I guess...

Nice thing is though, he's not pressuring me. He's not saying "OH, this girl likes me I better claim her now," he's actually saying something more along the lines of "let's not rush, if it happens, it happens." You know sorta let it happen instead of making it happen. He's a very kind man and has been supporting me and keeping me sane through a bunch of real life shit that's been going on. ^^ He's very sweet, takes time off from guild stuff to come and play games with me. I guess he found out he kinda likes backgammon tonight, he was playing it with me. ^^
He has such a nice voice. I like it at least. >.> Anyway! *snaps outta it*

So I dunno. Maybe sommat happens. Maybe it doesn't. *shrug* Either way I've found a great friend, no? ^^

Anyway g'night all time for me to go to bed.

Rhy (Eryn)

Mood: ^^
Listening to: "Learn To Be Lonely" from Phantom of the Opera
Watching: Naruto (TV Series), IGPX (TV Series)

Dustin's coming home soon. I'm soooooo excited. ^^ Even if it is just for a bit...

Can't wait to see him I've missed him so much.

Ya I haven't been on in awhile... Sorry bout that. Been crazy with lotsa work (junior research project, soon AP Exams, God I'm gonna die! T.T). Anyway, I'll try to be on a little more often. Have some art to post from when the Barnstormers came to our school pretty impressive looking bit of collab. Don't know the names of everyone I worked with though... >< Ya... Anyway. I'll post the pictures of that sometime soon. Hope eveyone likes it.

Ta for now all!

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